Beating Heart Baby

we love that game but we never play
cause we will lose

and we wanna stay!

hahah

Its Just Me & Macaroni

hello world, why are you so mean
made me feel like yucks today
but like always,its not you, its Me
i'm trying but still dying.

SmoKhai and I made Shades In The Rain in 10mins
smells fun


i'm getting tired of having a heart
hahah must i always be like this
i cant fuckin stand it?
who the fuck ever thinks of 'How I Survived 6months of Holiday'
any O'Level students reading this, just fuckin study and DONT underestimate the time you have
your holidays' gonna be fucken insanely long
HAH and pardon my colourful language, soso frustrated right now

i'm so full of love it deeply sickens me
but all i could do is close my eyes and cross my arms and hope to die
cause you dont fuckin listen when i'm around.

<3 somebody anybody you

StupidFuck With Brilliant Luck

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH MORONS
Haidhir Dharren / DanBallJaa
clowns

i was fond of you
i made miniature mistakes
its this false sense of achievement
cause make-out kids never had the chance to be best friends

someone help me?
i actually like this girl

but i'm a fool :/

Danial, always trying to be smart switching off the air conditioning and switching on the fan instead
while Danish sleeps

i hate to say goodbye to the metaphors in life
say its true say you like me
I am wrecked. I am overblown.
I am also fed up with the fucking common cold!
When I just want to feel alive for the first time in my life,
I just want to feel attractive today

what if
what if i'm falling for someone
someone
someone who can end all misery

D: UHHHHHH
Vicks blog just reminded me of TEAM KIMBO
ahhhhhhh its been far too long

Happy Belated Kurdt

Second day at work was pretty much Good
for someone whos never worked, i think i did well enough on a 2nd day
i'm working at Sakura buffet restaurant in Woodlands
hahah
colleagues are nice totally nice people
primary school friend Ayunni also works there

hung out at SmoKhai BigKhai house and watched Troy again
shiok gilebabisatan

later meeting Atokes again after prettydamnlong
yesterday was Cobain's birthday
yippeekaye

i miss having manymany friends
who i have to sms like nuts to organise where to meet and shiat

SmoKhai SmoDan

ancient pictures hahaha clubmode bangla and Shammie ^

Bigkhai SmoDan

i just dont believe this.
why why why

i hate controversy, its destroying too many lives
i'm a loyal friend, i know that.
whats so hard to handle about just being a Friend
a good friend.

and i thought i wasnt on anyones side
and hes having a major phobia of losing someone close,
i have to admit, i'm just as scared that it'll be me
but i'm too loyal

i dont see where this post is going, anger be gone
your bestfriend needs you, go save him Dan

i look stupid in minicars

!
suddenly theres a Sharifah Raudah from woodlands
who pops up in my msn and like chitchatchitchatchitchat
'i'm working'
'where'
'sakura near rp'
'WHAT'
'why'
'thats where i'm going to be working'

weird thing is, i dont know who she is at all haha
future colleague lah duh

keep thinking Mustang and i'll get through
heh
fuckyeah man Z has awesome taste in music
all because of Jimmy and Stein :D

so i'm 'officially' basss geethor o' Marigold
awesome stuff man

hahahahahahahah bored sey

why am i so obviously insane
haha

demons in a bottle
happy sad worried
trying to find excuses to disturb Danish while hes sleeping
dreaming of Fender Mustang
dreading baggy workpants
wondering how everyone i used to know is doing
quite hungry leh
gives that 'awh yeah you were right :p' face to mummy for the facewash
kinda wishes the 360 was working
trying to remember songs i used to know
haha okay happy
thankgod i called

And when i start working i can partially forget all this

haha i feel fuckin no mood today
its been awhile since i heard from Zaph
been awhile since everything in fact

have a crush on that Magnolia mango yoghurt drink with orange sacs

started going back online?
yucks man
found all my oldskool songs
the all killer no fillers and i brought you my bullets
not to mention taking back all the sundays

dont really know where to start for clearing up my room
too many things which arent mine, dont know where to put them?

very uptight right now,
please text

dont know whats gotten into me all of a sudden
but
how can i change things even when i belong in the back

how do i find someone who i dont want to find
but more importantly
how do i tell you without saying a word

i have to trust time

i saw Dan and Khai on live n' loaded yesterday
lol

k sibei bored

One advice, never eat sushi with your aunt who lets you eat all you want when you're HAVING A FEVER
but thanks Nana for spending so much for us
haha

Ato! Look at everyone! they're making photography so overrated D:
stoopid newkids
but but but Kurt Cobain taught me to mind my own business
i know its cliche and everything that everyones' just being themselves and that kinda thing,
but no leh haha

well a quick update:
ato and haiqal are in school already
vicks is i dunno where
gesh PROBABLY started private school already
khais fairly busy doing his portfolio
i'm practically the only one left living the kimbo dream
makan relek tidur

i dont even know why i'm bloggin rait now
i wanna play rugby in poly leh hahah fo' real

and theres this Zafira who does schoolwork on a weekend more than i ever have in an entire year and i want to meet her

in yo' face :)

oh cmon everyone!
we've all got every right to have our own opinions
but why cant fighting on the net stop

we can do or say whatever we like here but
IT REALLY SOUNDS ABSURD
hahah

story of our lives, no ones' listening :)
i'm such a busy body yay

Territorial Pissings

C'monnn people now smile on your broooother everybody get together try ta Looove one and other right nowwwwwwwwwww

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88888888

when i was an aliennnnn
cultures werent opinionnsssss

gotta find a way a better way when i'm there

never met a wiseman
if so its a womaaaaan

gotta find a way a better way when i'm there


just because you're paranoiddd
dont mean they're not after youuu

gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there
gotta find a way a better way when i'm there

aargh i'm a pirate

My head smells heavyweight of shampoo
accessorized with a headband to keep it in check
string o' beads hanging down
yesterday Hanis turned 6!

sibei quiet lor with Atokes and Haiqal already in school.
baik ah, just me and SmoKhai alllll over again
AND we're not really big on goin out of woodlands much
cause our student fare ezlinks already expired cause we're oldddddddddd
adult fare is a nightmare for your wallet

BigKhai actually fuckin recommended me for basss services to Marigold
haha ima be on tv sounds fun

haha where are you BloodSucka Z why havent you replied today

Haha whys everyone being so over-the-top dramatic on the net
No more whinin and bitchin!
Lets go Peace Love and Marigold!

why am i always the bad guy. didnt we agree on forgive and forget

no need to specify,
but this is awesome
i havent felt this way about someone in a long time


haha coolshit