i was sure I never would be sure we were in love

do you miss someone. recovering sucks
its been very hard trying to satisfy others lately
this holidays' been way too long he said
i like meeting my friends but i have to be a responsible enough second child as well
idolising people like cobain and jaa is way too cool for me *funshit
i almost despise almost everything about that brown-bottomed society
they almost ruined my veteran year

i'm going to get a bike
so i can cycle to future skewl
i'll be saving like 90centsX200days worth of busfare
and i'd want a oldskool apek security guard kinda bike
coolshit*

i'm trying realhard to get a 5oclock shadow
but whatthepuck its still not growing no matter how much i shave it
'beard, no freakin way moustache'

i think i've been too bummer fuckin mania
i almost give up
but i dont know what i give up at

i have an impartial crush on someone
but i dont trust my feelings anymore
i dont know if i'm even over exgirlfriend ah
stoopid