S; riddle me

One fine day,

i learnt that life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you're gonna get.
lets say this time, i took a bite off a citrus-coated one,
very tasty on the outside, tangy on the inside.

think happy thoughts, think of her,
think of what you've got, lifes' a stir.

i beg your pardon for the contradictory mood i'm in.
how horrible does happy-sad sound to you

Nana just got back with Arissa and Safira, UncleToms' coming soon,
theres no reason why i shouldnt be happy :)
i swear i've lost weight, i've been studying much more.

okay you know what, who am i kidding
i'm not as happy as i look
she means almost everything to me,
since patience has come a very long way
i hear your silence loud and clear,

but i'm out to get a mint-filled choc out of this
ooh my favourite